I miss....

I miss...

I miss falling asleep in his arms.

I miss waking from a nightmare to find him holding me and soothing me with gentle kisses. His warm breath on the back of my neck makes me feel secure, that all is well in the world.

I miss laying against him on the couch watching TV.

I miss being on the same schedule.

I want to be awake when he talks about his work day. I miss relaxed time together that isn't harried and frantic due to trying to get everything organized since we see so little of each other. I miss not jumping when I'm touched. I'm no longer used to touch, so now I am touchy. I hate that about myself.


I dream of being in his arms. I dream of being relaxed and away.
I see us walking together. I feel the breeze on my face as we swing on a porch swing and enjoy the sunset. I feel his arm around me and I am no longer alone. I am no longer afraid. I am happy and he is with me. I melt away and he and I become WE again. I can't wait.

I want to be WE again... please let that day come soon.