Sometimes it is a matter of surviving. Lately I've been surviving vs. thriving. I am sick of my knee hurting and my heel hurting. My dance fever at my sister's wedding has had unwelcome lingering results. Dammit! The post wedding depression hit -- I'd been putting it on the shelf to keep things happy for my sister. Following the wedding it really sunk in that Mom is gone and it just makes me so sad. I loved the dream I had a few weeks back at my lowest. I had a great conversation with Mom in the dream. She told me she was happy now and that she was proud of us. I guess that is all I needed to know.

I go to the chiropractor at noon. I'm so tired... At least we made it through the weekend!