Yesterday I attended my weight loss meeting (I was up 1.5 but had a great time at Sunday's block party). I felt pretty crappy about myself so I went grocery shopping to get better foods to have in the house when I'm hungry. I also took the dog for a walk (major accomplishment as my heel is killing me, need to see doctor). Then I sat down and drank too much wine. I know sometimes it is all about getting by, but I was still disappointed in myself for the empty calories. I am proud that I only snacked on airpop popcorn vs. anything crazy. Tonight my goal will be to resist the popcorn and indulge in wine only. Tomorrow my goal will be no wine and a veggie for a snack. I'm thinking if I reduce my vices slowly I'll have a chance. Tonight I have a soccer game to attend at 6:00 for my son -- it will be quite a drive to get there so I'm kind of frustrated. After the game I'm scheduled to work out at the gym. This is not leaving me much time to get my reading done for class. Need to get on that!!! Work sucks. I'm way behind on bills. I hate that. I quit smoking 7 years ago -- why do I want a smoke so much now? I turn 37 on 10/1.