Happy

Life has such ups and downs. As I watch my father age I am sad.  As I watch my children grow, I am happy.  I miss those I have lost but I have hope for the future.  It is so nice when friends from the past reach out to me to reconnect.  I am so grateful for my blessings now that I've experienced loss and close calls.  I have learned to appreciate this moment... the right now.  If only I'd had this wisdom when I was younger!  Ah but to be able to battle through depression now with the knowledge that brighter days do come... that is such a blessing.  I guess my lack of blog posts show that I'm better able to manage depression, grief, and pain now.  I see the gift it can be when I am able to empathize with others who suffer the same experiences.  We are not alone.  That alone brings comfort to the aching heart.