Friday, February 03, 2006

Today is my big day. I am having the biopsy on the "suspicious" looking mole that is "leaking" pigment on my face. Basically the color is spreading and the skin texture is changing near this mole on the edge of my left eyebrow. My dermatologist will see me at 2:15 and I've asked for a lot of prayers on this (even from my cousin who's cancer is in remission, was it tacky to share my fear with her? She's a great gal who is awesome for tossing up prayers when you need them). I am scared. I can't wait to get it off my face -- I think I'll feel better once it is off, even though I have no idea how long it will take to hear back on the biopsy.

On a lighter note, the medicine he gave me for rosacea has really helped. My face has cleared up and redness isn't so bad now. YIPPEE!! I no longer feel like a teenager starting the pimple stage again (it wasn't super bad, but hey, when you are 37 even one zit it too many).

I did terrible on my exam. Terrible. I'm hoping the whole class did so that the professor has mercy on grading. I now must make it through the take home portion. I'll be happy to be done with this class!!!!

My son is working to push my buttons lately, I think he is going for attention. He is always the first effected when there is less "Mom Time" due to school or work. 2 classes was a bit much this semester. I hope next semester will be easier for us. I want to finish school so we can have more time together, but to do that I need to take more than one class at a time and temporarily spend less time. Ugh.


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