I swear, I did not think I could stop being mad this weekend. The kids must have sensed it -- they acted evil. My sister went to the baby shower I attended today. She was evil despite her recent improvements, she decided to be evil (I think it is that out in public thing where she is evil to me in public and then all nice when nobody is around). I'm really tired. Being made all weekend really wore me out! My house looks like all the drawers and closets threw up. I just have to make it through one more semester!!! 12 more weeks I think.....
As for my inlaws... I am challenged by this situation. I don't want to shut them out, I don't' have the option of sending Hubby without me because he won't go without me. I think it would be wrong to shut this door, I just have to learn how to keep it open without sacrificing myself in the process. I have lots of thinking to do.... I just wish that I wasn't hurt by them, why the heck do I even care?
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My question -- why does your husband refuse to go without you? My husband said the same thing. Just curious the reasoning. I think sometimes they are afraid to deal with it alone
I left a comment on Friday's post.
It's perfectly normal to be hurt, but don't let her cruelty affect your life--I think that might make her happy.
I left a comment on Friday's post.
It's perfectly normal to be hurt, but don't let her cruelty affect your life--I think that might make her happy.
susan -- I think hubby refuses to go without me because he doesn't like going there anyway. He sees his mom often enough through work (he and his dad work together) and so he could really care less to see her socially. That and he agrees she is a bitch.
msugal -- I agree with you that making me miserable would make her happy. I just really wish she no longer affected me. I get angry because I'm so mad that I'm actually hurt by all this. It is dumb to let it bother me, I know better by now....
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