So, it has been quite a long week. Tomorrow is my 2nd opinion and I'm a bit freaked out tonight as I wait for tomorrow to come. Somehow Tom Petty is right, the waiting is the hardest part. I think I can cope with any outcome - I just need someone to point me in the right direction and I'll start marching.
I've been super grumpy all week. I hate when I'm like this..... the good news is that I should get immediate results on my mammogram and ultrasound tomorrow. I hope that 24 hours from now I'm writing a happy post. I feel so frustrated that I can't trust the good news I got on the biopsy.... but how can you trust the doctor if he asks you if he is doing the biopsy on the right lump? Hello? It feels like a bag of marbles to me, shouldn't you be the guy who knows what to do since your huge core biopsy needle is ultrasound guided? Um hello? WTF? How can you ask me such a question?? My response what "You tell me!"
I'm glad I've got my care in the hands of specialists tomorrow. I will be glad to know what is going on....
2 comments:
I'll sit here and wait with you.
I hate that you have to go through this. I am with you in thoughts and prayers. I agree, the waiting is so very hard. Here's hoping for good news. You have been through so much this past year.
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